Saturday, May 12
yea! last paper on monday and get to go to schh late too (:
maths paper 2 for de last day.
and i left my textbook in schh =.=
wann revise also cant.
adn tuesday is another happy day (:
cos its marking day - no schh (:
slack at home all day long and facing screens like tv and com.
i noe its boring but its still better then going out with wayne they all.
im like this past few days hanging out with them till im bored?
cos they either slack at mac or somewhere else.
yes. i get de peace i always love but im also a lightbulb at times.
so didnt went out with them.
haizz. sometimes band cann be so freaking busy.
but when there's no band. its so freaking boring.
and i bet when band practice resume.
its gonna be the same hell boring.
with only sec 2s and 3s without the graduating students.
and with the same old teachers =.=
sometimes human can be so hilarious.
they waited for something so long and when they finally get it,
they actually find that its not as good as what they think.
and when some things are over. it really means over.
and thats the time when we should just let it go fully and not harping on it anymore.
im tired of being such a contradicting person.
obviously what you are doing is not what you really want and love.
and yet you still persistedd in it.
you know at the end of the day, the once getting hurt and the pain is you but youu still continue.
isnt that killing yourself?
if you wanna die, just jump sea or building.
its much better then you torture yourself mentally.
torturing yourself mentally is just as good as killing you and not leaving you a full corpse.
why cant you just grow from your past experiences and still commit the same old mistake?
9:30 PM
